Tuesday, October 14, 2003

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everytime i tell someone i'm from singapore she'll ask if i've been here b4.. and i'll say no. and then they'll go, oh.. u're so brave. it didn't jus happen once or twice.. but -everytime- i tell pple tt. and i'm starting to wonder wat was in my mind when i decided to come here.. i noe for sure it wasn't courage or a yearning for adventure or anything close.

now tt i think abt it.. my reasons for coming here were pretty stupid. pple ask me why i chose glasgow.. and i dunno how to answer tt. i can't possibly tell pple tt i decided to come here bcos i didn't want to go to sch so early in the yr. nus starts in aug.. glasgow starts in oct.. so i chose to come to glasgow. i never dared to admit this.. but yeah.. it's the main reason why i came here. no one will believe such a stupid reason.. but tt's the truth.

i'm not brave.. i'm realli not. when i was thinking abt it i did realise tt i will be alone here.. no family.. no frens. but it seemed to be a much easier option to come here than to stay in nus when i think abt the workload. i never realli considered the no-family-no-frens factor. i tot.. i'll still be able to call them and icq them everydae. it never realli struck me tt i'm doing something realli extreme by leaving everyone and everything behind to come here.

but at e end of e dae.. i'm glad i made tt choice. i mean i've alwaes wondered if i made the right choice.. if this is the road tt God has chosen for me.. or a road i have chosen myself. i noe tt lots of different pple haf told me tt both are blessings from God, and being able to choose is alreadi a blessing. God allowed me to choose the path tt i want to travel. but even when i was here.. i still wondered if i shld haf stayed in singapore instead. classes have started now.. and i'm starting to realise tt i've probably made the right choice. no matter how much i've been grumbling abt pbl.. i'm actually enjoying it. i actually like what i'm studying now.. and that's saying a lot.. coz i dun remember liking anything i studied in jc.

l'avance at 3:04 PM

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