i finally realised why my internet is not working. not tt i am stupid and dunno how to follow instructions.. but tt the internet is jus not working here!! how smart. ha. not funny.
they left todae. sad is not the word to describe me. too mild. heck.. i mean i've never been away from home.. ever. i jus came back from the airport.. and feel like crying. but tot abt it.. and decided tt crying is not going to bring them back. i can cry and be alone or i can try to live wif it and be alone. both waes i'll still be alone. and i shld at least sound like i'm ok so tt they'll leave in peace la.
now it's jus me and my laptop. no family.. no frens. suddenly i feel like i'm growing up. haha. realli. the feeling of being totally having to depend on no one else is there.
rite.. off to read the Bible now.. my source of strength in times of need.