Friday, October 24, 2003

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i hate going home myself. i realli do. it emphasises the loneliness of my existence here. walking to the bus stop alone.. waiting at the bus stop alone.. sitting in the bus alone.. getting off the bus alone.. walking to my room alone. going home is such a simple term.. but it encompasses a lot of steps.. and i'm doing all of them alone. by the time i get back to my room.. my mood has gone all the way to the bottom.

so u noe when u guys say i'm dem spoilt etc etc cos i alwaes ask my mom to fetch me.. it's not bcos i'm spoilt or lazy. i jus dun like going home alone. i hate the feeling of having nothing to do apart from walking and waiting. it's a totally brainless action. (ok.. technically tt's flawed.. we do need out brain to walk and to wait.. but u get the drift.) it makes me feel so alone. i pass by so many places.. so many pple.. and in contrast to the big busy world out there.. i'm so small and alone.

the onli thing i wanna do when i reach home is to play sad music.. to compliment my mood. which doesn't help at all since it onli serves to amplify this sadness tt lingers in the room. haiz. not gd at all.

l'avance at 3:37 PM

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