i'm sick. think i caught a cold last night. this is sad. i'm wallowing in self pity now.. which isn't gd.. but let me indulge myself in self pity once in a while. i'm sick with no one to care for me.. no family no frens. i can jus faint in my room and no one will noe. haiz..
had a veri weird nightmare last night. do u realise tt u alwaes get weird nightmares when u're sick? and u'll be going in and out of ur sleep throughout the whole night. i can't even remember wat i dreamt of.. jus tt it was veri traumatic.. made me feel like i cannot cope. i slept all the wae till noon.. didn't even wash my clothes todae.. will do it another dae.
in the mood for a sad sad song now. shall change the song on my blog soon. wanted to change it to the guo jin an song.. but it's too happy. such a hyper song. not suitable for me. will upload tt song another time.