sometimes the "if"s in life can become too heavy a burden. invisible burdens.. but substantial nonetheless. "if"s don't just mean what could have been.. they also encompass what could be.. what could be if you decide to do something. and sometimes some things just aren't an option.. that's when the "if"s start becoming burdensome. you have decided what to do (or what not to do).. yet part of you still wonders about the infinite possibilities of "if".
what can you do about these "if"s.. these invisible thoughts in your mind floating about harmlessly until they become planted.. what can you do? useless thoughts of no consequences.. yet people indulge in them all the time..