dug up a memory i've kept in the recesses of my mind today. it's a memory well-embedded.. but i haven't thought about this incident for ages.. at least not from this angle.
that was probably the longest and hardest i've ever cried.. with the exception of when my grandpa passed away. i cried and cried and cried.. i didn't care who was watching me. (and that was in a public place too..) and i don't think i've cried as hard ever since. that was when i thought i was losing a friend.. a friend who meant so much so much to me. i cried long and hard.. and thought long and hard too.. about all the possible reasons it happened.
i don't think i've changed much in that respect.
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