the last few days have been days of reflection for me. this year's birthday may not have been one of celebration but it's probably one of the best. the kindness i've received is probably one of the most sobering types.
but the more i think about it the lonelier i feel. these are just passing sceneries on this path i've chosen. it seems like i've made a choice to embark on this journey years ago not fully understanding that the freedom came with loneliness. now i have no choice but to live with it. life's consolation to me is these shortlived moments of blessings.. but they never last. these people are just passers-by, as kind as they may be they're not here to stay.
sometimes blessings come with a sobering sadness.