Sunday, July 25, 2004

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last night i dreamt of you
and in my heart i found
remnants of a forgotten dream

i wonder why feelings can seem to go away.. and yet once in a while they come back to you. and then u realise that u are capable of feeling that way.. even tho u haven't felt it in ages.

it's a little bit like waves. comes and goes. washes up the shores.. and then retreats. over and over again.

maybe a dream is more like a low tide. the waves don't wash that high up the shores. all u feel is a shadow of what u used to feel. maybe doing or seeing things that remind u of the past can be considered a low tide as well.

high tides are probably slightly more.. eventful.. for lack of a better word. something that actually happens.. something tangible that brings that feeling flooding back.

can it eventually go away? i think so. if the moon goes far enough.. we won't have waves will we? if we can let go of the moon completely.. or at least let it go far enough so that it won't have any more influence on our waters.. the waves will stop.

but letting go.. what's considered letting go? sometimes we've let go.. and yet once in a while the waves still come back. maybe the moon's not far enough. maybe it's not enough to let go that much. then again.. can we ever let go completely? but that, i think, is a completely different issue..

l'avance at 12:01 AM

Saturday, July 24, 2004

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am i too laid back? maybe not.. laid back is too nice a way to put it. sometimes i think i'm just plain lazy.

candice is doing all the planning for our hk trip. she typed out a draft of our itinery!! how organised is that? and i was thinking to myself these few days.. why am i just lazing ard?? i don't even feel any urge to plan. and i've always thought i was neat and organised and all.. maybe not.

it's not that i don't care about the trip. i do. i care about going to ocean park.. and i care about going on hol on my own for the first time in my life. it's just that i feel like we can go with the flow.. do whatever we feel like doing. but of cos that probably won't work out. we won't be able to do much like that..

so candice.. thanks a lot for doing all the planning for us. maybe it'll rub off on me sooner or later.. and i'll start learning to plan. it makes me uneasy just listening to u and jasline talk about bidding for modules and fitting things into ur schedule. maybe i'm just not cut out to do planning yet. anyway i really appreciate it. ha. but i'd better not let my mother know i'm letting u do all the planning.. or she'll start saying things like, see she can make jelly.. what do you do?

l'avance at 3:29 PM

Monday, July 12, 2004

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last night i dreamt of you
and in my heart i found
remnants of a forgotten dream

l'avance at 12:48 AM

Thursday, July 08, 2004

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"Love should never be kept a secret. You keep something as complicated as love stored up, you can get sick."
-- Spiderman II

l'avance at 3:31 AM

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