seasons out of time
There is no remembrance of men of old,
and even those who are yet to come
will not be remembered
by those who follow.
Monday, August 29, 2005
sometimes i wish i can cry more easily. i don't mind crying even when the smallest things go wrong. it beats not being able to cry when u need to get things off ur chest. nothing specific really. i'm fine.. random thought going thru my mind that's all. just thinking about how sometimes crying can help so much. if someone tells u that crying is useless.. that person knows nothing. it's so uncomfortable.. the feeling of wanting to cry it all out.. and yet not being able to. it feels like there's something caught halfway down your oesophagus.. and u can't get it out. on a different topic.. u know what pple say.. "that which does not kill you will only make u stronger".. edison said tt too in his last album (ha!). might be true i suppose.. but definitely not for the heart. do u think a vase will be stronger after it's broken?? i mean.. the best glue in the world won't make it stronger. the cracks will still be there.. no matter how cleverly hidden they are. so what makes anyone think that the heart isn't the same? if ur heart's been broken b4.. those cracks will stay.. and remain as the weakest parts of ur heart. i mean.. try letting a similar thing to whatever broke ur heart happen.. u're so not going to be all strong against it. i mean.. just the -memory- of whatever broke ur heart b4 will probably make ur heart ache.. i just don't believe in that whole that which does not kill you will only make u stronger thing. maybe u do.. then congratulations.. u've managed to graduate from ur heartache..
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
what is WRONG with me?! i'm a little affected (read: upset) by things.. but more upset with myself. i'm nearly 21 for goodness' sake!! i'm not some 16 yr old girl anymore.. i don't have the energy to bother about such things. this is too draining for an old person like me.. this is madness. no.. more than madness. this is stupidity. so why can't i stop caring? wth. honestly. urgh! tiffany is right.. thinking but doing nothing abt it is destructive. i've thought about it though.. it has nothing to do with doing something about it. this is about ME. i'm the one who needs to change. GROW UP! u've moved on.. so why come back? there's nothing worth coming back for here..
Friday, August 19, 2005
u know those antagonists in tvb dramas who look like angels on the outside and can pretend to be really sweet and docile to trick pple into liking them but can turn into the most evil and selfish and spoilt bitches? i live with one. #@?%$@#! i've never met ANYONE like that before.. much less a KID like that. i have 10 cousins so don't tell me that 1 out of every 10 kids are like that. i dread to think what she'll grow up into. u can so tell a person's character from what the person was like as a child. trust me i'm not exaggerating. i've NEVER felt violent towards children b4.. even the naughtiest ones. this is honestly the limit. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! but.. as tvb dramas go.. she has a 大靠山 that i must not offend so there's nothing i can do. apart from exercising a lot of self control. if u're tired of watching tvb dramas.. u're always welcome to come over to see a real life exhibit.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
强力推荐： Slow Dance 有好东西当然要跟你们分享！（虽然迟了一点） 相信我吧！ 真得越看越好看。 本来没那么喜欢，但现在发现好好看！
Saturday, August 13, 2005
do people still swoon over gdlking people even when they have someone they like? if you have someone you really really like, will you still swoon over this gorgeous actor/actress? or will you just acknowledge his/her good looks without any kind of emotions? i wonder. i always believed that when you really really like someone.. you won't have any extra space in your heart to even allow a transient 心动 or a ga-ga moment over anyone else.. no matter how gdlking, charming, cute, or wonderful he/she is. i never had the chance to find out myself.. so it's hard to say. but i still want to know. what i believe and what the truth is may be very different. what do you think?
Friday, August 12, 2005
强力推荐： いま、会いにゆきます (现在，很想见你) 淡淡的甜蜜带着微微的忧伤 
(the tv version.. not the movie)haven't watched the movie.. (cos the male lead was too much for me to look at for 2 hours).. so i can't compare. planning to watch it soon tho.. just so that i'll be able to make some kind of comparison. i'll try to endure 2 hrs of that guy.. anyway watch it if u can. can't say that you'll definitely like it.. cos taste varies. but i like it. beats 在世界中心呼唤爱 any day. if u've watched that pls tell me u didn't cry.. it tries so hard to be sad.. it's sad. and if u ask me now.. i'll say that 现在，很想见你 is at the top of my list of fav shows with love revolution. definitely not tiffany's millenium style love story.. but it's believable and realistic in its own way. it doesn't make you melt in the "aaaaaaw" way.. the sweetness is more subtle.. the 感动 is more gradual. oh well.. can't seem to find the right words to describe it.. so watch it for yourself!!
Monday, August 08, 2005
思佩，我们好迟钝! 劳斯难面对却跟她勾过手指
莱斯偏偏那样痴终於一次
她扑过去四目对望然後除下衬衣
迷惑中的劳斯此时先至知
一向没当这好手足女子the 她 is 莱斯.. it's a stupid 梁山泊 and 祖英台 twist. i so prefer them to be gays.
Friday, August 05, 2005
《大话西游：情天大圣》。。。    我要看！看起来很无聊吗？
tiffany.. remember denise ho's gay song 劳斯莱斯? she got edison to act as 劳斯 in her mv..
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